First, WOW! over 9,000 pageviews! Thank you very much guys
Secondly, I found out I have more cysts on my left ovary. I had one burst on thursday night. Now I am in tremendeous pain, really not able to move and trying to avoid going to the hospital. If I go to the hospital it will be strickly to get pain killers because everything I have tried so far has litterally done nothing. However I am stubborn. This I proved today by going to a performance. The choir I'm in had a performance today in which I had a solo. I could have called in sick, and they would have had someone else sing it, however me being me, I went.
I could bearly stand let alone walk. Becky ( our director) took one look at me asked me if I was ok and when I didn't answer she tried to send me home. lol. I ended up staying and standing for the whole perforance even though they put a chair behind so I could sit if I needed to. Stubborness alone kept me standing (and kept me from crying
) and as soon as we were done I collapsed into the chair. Even though there were 3 perforances today they forced me home after the first one. Which in all fairness was a good decision as I had to use John for support to walk to the car, and I was in tears from the pain by the time I got home. Lucky me! Anyways I'm hoping so hard that the pain does away really soon. It is however giving me a chance to write more, draw more and paint some christmas gifts. That is when I'm able to move enough XD. At least I'm still able to laugh at myself, and everything else, although I can't laugh hard or long because it hurts to laugh
Oh well.
Take care everyone,
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!